These past couple of days I feel like I just keep getting hit by the fact that I am not a very patient person. Like knock the wind out of you realization. I'm incredibly impatient for the future to come, and now. And its more the major things in life that I'm impatient with, not the standing in a long line for something and whatnot; that I can handle. It's like the milestones in life that I want to happen now. Actually I want to reach a certain stage in my life and then slow down. But I guess you can't have your cake and eat it too. I'm not sure what I'm looking for though and I'm not sure if it can or will ever happen.
Being on break has allowed me more time to think and realize that, wow...just wow. Where has the time gone, and what happened? And do I really want to miss this time of my life? What's in store for me? Will I reach my north star? I just want to be able to stand in the middle of the country with nothing surrounding me, in the dead of night, and look at the stars and know that it finally happened.
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