Hodgepodge of Feelings: Take 2

So at about 12:30 last night I had the urge to write so I sat down and typed out all that was literally going through my head and I thought it saved but apparently it didn't. Nothing, nada, not one word of it saved. Maybe it's a sign from God that no one was to really know what I was thinking. Who knows? I mean I spent about a half hour typing it all for nothing. But it was definetly an eye opener yesterday. And I owe it all to some truthfully honest , critical...I guess you could call them guys...with the way they act sometimes you'd think otherwise. Sometimes it 's nice to have people think before they speak and just lay everything out for you to see, it makes the realization come quicker.

Dancing

You ever felt like dancing? But I've always wondered if it's right or wrong because the Bible says both. I can't help the urge and it's not like it's hurting anyone. It's just a way of expressing my feelings. Because I only truely feel like dancing when I completely happy. And I do know that when your having a bad day a short dance party can momentarily make you forget.(; So whats the harm? I actually think people should dance more because we're all too uptight, myself included. Mr. Kendall told us that people who sing are happier because it relaxes part of the brain or something, but I actually think poeple who dance more are normaly more happier and energetic and stuff. Hmm???

Wow its been a long time.

Why???

Why, when you're having a perfectly good day, can one small little thing bring you down? From then on its like "whats the point for even starting out good when it's just gonna end bad?" Have you ever had a whole day where everything went good? I just want one day like that. But it always seems that there has to be one bad thing that happens to ruin it. Those days all I can say is why? Why me? Why now? Why here? Why this? Why God, why? That's all I want to know, why???